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IntrospectionIf people can be educated to see the lowly side of their own natures, it may be hoped that they will also learn to understand and to love their fellow men better. A little less hypocrisy and a little more tolerance towards oneself can only have good results in respect for our neighbor; for we are all too prone to transfer to our fellows the injustice and violence we inflict upon our own natures. Tuesday, February 10, 1998 I thought that my camera didn't have a timer mode, but it turns out it does! Robert N. Lambeck, who I found through the rec.photo.digital newsgroup, very kindly explained it to me. One of those mysterious icons on the viewscreen turns it on. So I took a few pictures of myself this morning at work, of which I liked this one the best.
I was listening to the soundtrack from The Nightmare before Christmas for a good chunk of the day. I love that movie! I dig the technical expertise and design flair. I also love the story of the artist who feels stale and at a loss. His audience doesn't appreciate him! He is an outsider, even in his own world. I don't indentify with him, though, but with the rag doll Sally. But I don't want to be a wimp like her! She does take some steps to get what she wants, but there is too much suffering in silence there.
Someone I know was saying something about "those who think they know themselves because they know what they want." I find this an interesting concept. I do think I know what I want in life, and I'm taking steps to get it. To know myself is an entirely natural state for me; you'd have to look long and hard to find someone more self-reflective or self-aware. Does knowing what you want help you to know yourself? I think it goes the other way: I know what I want because I know myself well.
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